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where to find me   
08:24pm 07/11/2010
  if anyone is still out there, you can find me on facebook as kelly dupuis dorsett. that is, if you still want to find me after all this time! :)  
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01:55pm 14/12/2009
 
mood: full
posting more to keep this thing alive, i think...than anything.

still living, breathing, somewhat mobile.

not working, playing too much wow.

christmas party on saturday. no money for gifts. good fun. grandma in hospital. got hit by random chick running a red light. 4 broken ribs, a dislocated shoulder and a punctured lung. what the hell is wrong with people. put your damn cell phones away.

hm.. everything's okay otherwise. john's still working. that's a good thing!

everybody that i know is still alive, i think.

i guess that's about it for now :D -- if anyone still reads this thing, then *wave*.

random thought: philly cheesesteak hamburger helper is surprisingly delicious!


-kelly
 
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Color Wolf?   
04:01pm 11/08/2008
 

What Color Werewolf Are You??
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You scored as Silver

You are a Silver Were. Silver Weres are the spice in the Garou, the strange and unexpected, often rare creatures. The irony of being Silver, even if the metal doesn't harm Weres like it was beleived, brings joy to the Silver Ones to no end. They are fascinated by the paranormal happenings around them, including themselves!

Silver

88%

Grey

74%

Black

74%

Gold

71%

White

69%

Brown

64%

Red

48%


Your result for The What tarot card resembles you Test...

The Star






The woman in this card represents the subconscious mind gathering knowledge from the universal subconscious and pouring it over humanity. The right leg that supports her weight is bent in a 90degree angle suggesting that all will be learned if you search in the right places, with her foot resting in the pool of knowledge. The left hand pours the waters over the land and it disburses into 5 separate streams representing the 5 natural senses of man.



some extra words:



regaining hope

having faith in the future

thinking positively

believing

counting your blessings

seeing the light at the end of the tunnel

feeling great expectation

looking forward to success


being inspired

regaining motivation

realizing an inner strength

seeing the way clear

being stimulated to a higher level

creating

receiving the answer



being generous

wanting to give or share

spreading the wealth

opening your heart

giving back what you have received

letting love flow freely

offering with no reservations

holding nothing back



feeling serene

experiencing peace of mind

relaxing

finding your still center

remaining untroubled

savoring perfect calm

being tranquil amid trouble

enjoying harmony

Take The What tarot card resembles you Test at HelloQuizzy

 
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I wanted to tell the world that...   
06:29pm 07/04/2008
  I am having a most wonderful and superb day.

That is all
 
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(: :) (: :)   
11:10pm 07/10/2007
 
mood: optimistic
back on the drugs. life is good, except that i have horrible heart-burn, a feeling like something in my throat is stuck and i feel nauscious. the good thing about that, is that i eat less now. good or bad? well, mentally i feel a lot better, so hopefully the physical stuff will go away with time.

life is pretty good. i'm working for dell now and playing tso again. doing some WoW here and there. making lots of friends. i forgot what it was like to be around like-minded people. mind you, i miss my friends of hsn. but honestly? i didn't have many. *laughs*

i like my job, i love my peers and i'm crazy about my fiance.

i will cherish this journal entry.

good day all. :)
 
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Tao Now, Brown Cow?   
03:06am 03/06/2007
 
mood: anxious
Is there anyone else out there, who feels this way daily? I know it's more pronounced, now that I'm stuck being tested every two days, but today was my final. I passed with an 85%, but I was one of the last ones left taking the test. I had to read things over about five times, before answering. This is why I would be horrible in "further education". I'm just not good at being judged. I'm far too insecure and vulnerable.

I'm not the type to sit here and cry "why me", but life forces me in that direction. It's not without defined and forced effort, before I come to the conclusion that I'm an incessant failure. It's not that I don't try. It's just that I never succeed?

I've been through a rough time trying to get into my new job. we've a 6 week training course and I'm petrified of test-taking (I work for Dell as a Level 2 Tech Support Rep, for those curious). I can get good scores on IQ tests, but stick me in a room full of peers and tell me that my job relies upon my test-score and watch me barely comprehend where it is that I'm supposed to go pee-pee and when I should hold it for a more appropriate time. i'm quick with a joke and i'll light up your smoke, but there's somewhere that i'd rather be.

I was in Show Choir, Schoolastic Bowl, Yearbook, Basketball, Literary Magazine, Speech Club, etc etc etc and I'll never outgrow being insecure. Most of my dreams revolve around me being in High School and trying to move back down to Florida. Coincidence? Fact of the matter is I don't give two shits about myself, but I keep me around for the fiance and family. I don't need to give them more reasons to be angry with me.

I wanted to put "shit" "piss" and "hatred" in here, but I tried to be a little less "angry"(though at this point, I'm not sure it's working). So here's the fine product of unedited, classic mind-workings of yours truly. It sounds very teen angst, but let's be frank. I can be one of your wisest confidants, but I will never outgrow my self-hatred. I feel better after having written this, so I'm leaving it unedited. This is how I felt, during my last test. It is pretty damned precise. Everything in life is a test that is graded by the present parties....so why do I always fail?

Thought for the day:
I want to see a shrink. Wait, no I don't. Cuz they will tell me to get over my fears by doing all this stuff in public that I've been trying to do since I was in High School, so it's pretty damned moot. Why frustrate myself further?

Philosophers say "live in the now" -- but what happens when you cant "get out of the now"???
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Tao Now, Brown Cow?

crash boom hear me now.
convalesce and then resound.
slash, bang all a drain.
clenching, gritting, gnawing strain.
burst pitch writhe and squeeze.
falling on ignoble knees.
maleficient, insufficient
consumptive, utterly deficient
knot claw decompress.
Classify myself depressed.
I'll be great and curious
whilst every step is spurious
smile to peers and kiss the ground
hide expressions thought unsound
never to facilitate
what leaves me perilous in straits
Punch my chest and scream of tao.
How do you see me now, brown cow?

-K. Dorsett 6/3/07


It's not that I see Taoism a failure, it's that I see myself as a failure, as a Taoist. Yet sadly, this is the closest I have to faith. Responses aren't needed or requested. Just having my say here after wanting to post for a while, is enough. I love you all.
 
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Ponderings...Up North   
08:38pm 16/04/2007
 
mood: gloomy
I pretty much came to the conclusion that I haven't much cause or reason to go back up north, unless I want to slip through to say hello to my father in Illinois (very briefly!!) and then visit my Grandmother in Ohio. I had a terrifying dream that I woke up screaming/crying to, which perfectly symbolizes my desire to visit family up there. Even though I would love to see my Grandmother, there'd be no way in hell I'd get away with not stopping off to see my Father, first.

My brother and me are supposed to be taking off on the morning of the 19th, but he hasn't emailed me yet. I'd email him to find out what's up, but frankly? I'd rather not *know* what's up. Still I know I'm avoiding the inevitable.

I was doing so well, considering I'm jobless and off the meds. I fear this will be too much. Not to mention, I'm still grieving for Kurt Vonnegut (and probably will be for a while).

It was an okay day, but typing all this out just made it a bit darker.
 
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Is The Force With You?   
09:14am 16/04/2007
 
mood: amused
take the psi-q psychic test yourself

By the way, if you're bored and need something to occupy your time and want to play a game with lots of HSN employees, check out www.battlefordomination.com. It's highly addictive and wastes lots of un-needed or unnecessary time. ;)
 
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Bring Me A Shrubbery   
10:41pm 14/04/2007
 
mood: good
I took pictures of a friend today. They turned out better than I had expected.

My mother gave me a new camera for Easter (no this is not normal), so I tried it out and it worked okay. I need to practice with it a bit to get used to the settings for rapidity, but otherwise, it's a dandy. Links to images are posted in a reply. They get better as they go.

I'm driving up north with my brother on the 15th. That is, to see my father. Count me nervous.

Here, have a quiz:

You scored as The Hazel. In Celtic astrology, you're a Hazel. The animal symbol that accompanies this tree is the salmon. The ancient Druids say Hazel people are creative, artistic, expressive, imaginative and perceptive. They often make good teachers. However, Hazels may be prone to being overly analytical, morose or preoccupied in their own thoughts.

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The Hazel

85%

The Willow

75%

The Ash

75%

The Reed

65%

The Rowan

60%

The Vine

55%

The Birch

50%

The Holly

50%

The Oak

45%

The Elder

40%

The Hawthorn

35%

The Alder

35%

The Ivy

30%

What Tree Are You? (Celtic astrology)
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Ode To The Typo : 2002-2007 // G'bye HSN   
10:12pm 31/03/2007
  You know... I keep forgetting about this thing. But when I start to panic that I cant find something I either wrote or took a picture of an posted...I remember good old Livejournal. Amazing. Truly amazing. I'm very thankful for the journal, even if I don't update it.

Incidentally, this is my last day working for hsn!
And so, in memory of my position as a Camera Operator (remember how much I used to whine and complain about wanting to become one? well, eventually I did!), I'm going to repost the poem I wrote, entitled "Ode To The Typo"

Ode To The Typo

Oh Typo, you are to tear and mar
to scar my show a heightened blow.
Oh typo, unforeseen, upon the screen.
Nice and little, but big and bold.

Randolpy Randolph Duke, she wore...
a mor more moorish goar to pore.
a sak, saki, ak sack she bore...
The database will be deplored.

This ring is customer, custom customized
in mother-of-peril, I Warrantee!
An aboslute, absolute cluster, I mutter,
For the Marquis customer, guaranteed!

Maggie Smith...Sweet wore a dress
I must confess, in blure...blue.
She wore this mess with none-the-less
her favourite premier lamp-skin shoe.

Kawakasaki jacked by packing,
in a Pache or Peachskin coloured box.
is that a "7" crawling, rolling
slowing at a speed that nearly mocks?

Everywhere, the graphics churn,
Gurgle in wtr! I must conclude.
Spelling is what I need to learn.
Typo's, you're horrendous & crude!

-K. Dorsett 7-22-03

I'm going to Epcot on monday, then to the keys for three days. Now when people ask me where I'm going, I can literally say "I'm going to Disney World!!!"

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Does anyone remember the time that a former Supervisor at worked there tried to write me up for talking smack about him? (keeping in mind that I never used his name, or the letters of the company). Ahhhh such fond memories. *wipes away a tear*
 
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I knew I had this for a purpose   
12:39am 24/08/2006
 
mood: thankful
Had it not been for this "journal" of sorts, I would have lost my entire movie list. And while I've accumulated over 350 movies since then, it was dramatically easier to pick up at 700, then starting entirely over :o

By the by...I hope that you are all well. (:
 
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Bragging Rights   
10:24pm 02/02/2006
 
mood: ecstatic
I'm sure you all remember the ring that I put up some time back, that was going to be my engagement ring. Well, plans have changed. Instead of a 1/2CT, I got a 1CT Zales Certified ring, in Platinum. The pick of the litter, or the store and a personal sales assistant's favourite(not the one who waited on us), who was upset that she'd no longer get to "try it on". The diamond alone's replacement value is set at over $11,000.00. Here's a link to the site, that shows the ring. Of course, the picture does it very little justice...not to mention that the site says that the clarity is only an "H", when in fact, mine is "E"(The BEST quality of any diamond, is a D). The side of the ring has some bridge work, but it's very classy in taste and not *overdone*.


Just thought I'd share. :)

Addition:
Because the website is all wrong, here is a chunk of information that came with my ring:
 
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O-i Nichiroku (Hello Journal)   
10:34pm 04/01/2006
 
mood: indescribable
Greetings, oh confidants and collaborators!

Of course most of you are aware of my irregular postings. I do hope that I still remain on some friend-lists, however. I am still alive and believe it or not, I still feel motivation for regular postings. At times, I sit and think "If I were to post today, I'd have said..." It's an amusing pass-time, but often-times, it tends to interrupt my ability to fall asleep. To cure this, I've turned on my "White Noise Maker" to alleviate the symptoms.

I post now, as it is my weekend and do not feel obliged. Do any of you ever feel obliged to post? Does it bother the piss out of you? It does me, but I've accepted the fact that this feet is unreachable, without having to set aside a pre-meditated time, to do so.

So let's get the amenities passed, by mentioning my latest endeavors, shall we?
First off, I've put the Japanese thing on hold. Not that I want to stop learning, mind you... I am still very apt to assimilating more words, just that I've maxed the skill-level on "Instant Immersion"'s Japanese Deluxe 2.0 and know everything. Okay, not everything...but I past the entire 8 disc program, knowledgeable enough to take a small reprieve. In the valiant quest of attempting to put all of my recently engaged knowledge into a format, more appeasing, I've been tampering adamantly with Microsoft Excel, in order to create a printable work-sheet, containing information that I can alphabetize and still manage to associate two columns together. Seemingly, this is a quest, un-attended, previously. Whilst making attempts to garner this knowledge, I've happened upon simpler ways to create flow sheet reports for work.

Did I mention that I attend work, an hour early every day, in order to create work-related documentation, without pay? Yeah...this unintelligible effort is made to present what *all* us Florida citizens must befit. That is...Cover your assets.

It is still pretty obvious that I am bitter at this continuance. I wish there were something more pleasant to affirm, but frankly I am frustrated with nearly everyone and everything.

At least I have the continued ambition and drive to continue to learn.

In less arduous task, I've accumulated more family members. That is, a Bearded Dragon named "Cleo"(short for Cleopatra...John wanted to name her Patra, so I thought of something a bit more in-between usual and unusual) and a Ferret, to which we haven't titled. At this juncture, her name is "Farrah". A temporary name assigned, while we make sure that she is not too ill. We acquired her for VERY cheap at our local pet-store, but only because they were unaware of her behaviours. She was recently dropped off(had to be within 48 hours, as we visit nearly every 3 days) and hansn't eaten much since. I decided to take her into the bathroom and introduce her to the cat food. My reason for this, was that we had observed her trying to *get out*. This was somewhat of a sign that she may have been a bit more domesticated that we'd thought. So...I took her into the bathroom, sat on the tub, and let her wander about. Shortly into the bit, she dived into the cat-food and went hog-wild. After barely eating for four days, she went after the cat food and kept and kept eating. So, I kept giving her more. In result of this discovery, we will feed her bits of catfood along with the ferret food, and let her roam the bathroom for a good chunk of time, for sole purpose of venturing. Why not let her out, altogether? Well, I have a electronics in the house...and electricity is bad for the heart, no matter the beast. As the words are phrased "Baby steps". I'm just damned glad she's eating!

Funny note of recent: I've been prescribed Amphetimines. They do not make me hyper, like they do to most. My mother, to quote "If I were on Amphetimines, I'd be losing weight immediately!" If you are unfamiliar with them, they are basically the derivative of Meth & several other "uppers". The drug works with one's attention span(when needed) and prorogates attentiveness. In other words, I get no *buzz* what-so-ever. In fact, it REALLY is all medical. It is related to my illness, with is Bi-Polar Disorder(Manic Depressive). Although, it is usually prescribed to folks who are ADD(Attention Deficit Disorder).

Note on ADHD:
Many folks use this as a crutch to be a pissant. If you know me well, then you are adept at seeing that I am otherwise.

One Last Thing:
I feel this important to mention, though my worries are nearly non-existant. There is a part of me, that still finds it valid enough to mention, amongst you. I may have a condition, called "Cheyne-Stokes respiration". A short meaning of the phrase: "The Cheyne-srokes respiration is a pattern of breathing characterized by deep inspiratory cycle interchanged with complete cessation of breathing. This form of respiration is commonly seen in patients with congestive heart failure, being present in 30% to 40%. Its presence indicates a shorter survival compared to those who do not have this type of breathing." In other-words, I may be dying. Some of this can be related to medication. Some of this, can just be be a few freak incidents(it was noticed, more than once in my sleep pattern. I do not ordinarily snore). I guess we all die sometime. I am a bit concerned, but frankly... I don't care. Most of all, I have enough to worry about, and until this seems particularly *fatal* to me and is observed, otherwise...I'm not going to worry over it. I guess what I'm saying is... if it is to worry about, then it's to worry about. I cant stop my friends from having the knowledge, without being somewhat of an ass. At the same time, I am not ultimately concerned about my well-being.

Here, and this is yours -- Toot Toot!
My love for you and my best for your past holidays,

Kelly A. Dorsett
Circadian Catechumen
 
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Handwriting?   
08:50pm 13/12/2005
 
mood: curious
Horked: Because I'm not at all, original.

Signing as I would normally(not quite like this, but similar) is a bit difficult with a mouse.

The results of your analysis say:

You like to be surrounded by four solid walls.
You are a person who thinks before acting, intelligent and thorough.
You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present.
You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action.
You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.

Handwriting Analysis

What does your handwriting say about YOU?
 
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Doesn't get any more accurate than this   
11:31am 11/12/2005
 
mood: bored
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||| 23%
Stability |||| 20%
Orderliness |||||||||| 40%
Accommodation |||||||||||||| 56%
Interdependence |||| 16%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Mystical |||||||||||||| 56%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious |||||| 30%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Materialism |||||| 30%
Narcissism |||||| 30%
Adventurousness |||||||||| 36%
Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 43%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||| 70%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 70%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Anti-authority |||||||||| 36%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||| 16%
Change averse |||||||||| 36%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Sexuality || 10%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||| 24%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 43%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Vanity |||||||||||| 43%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Female cliche || 10%
Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
personality tests by similarminds.com
 
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tests   
09:30pm 28/11/2005
 
mood: amused
Cuz it's here... and because it's fun... and because it's something to post!
Goofy Test ThingiesCollapse )
 
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Ta, For Now...   
08:56pm 23/11/2005
 
mood: sad
Happy Thanksgiving, All!

I know I never use this thing anymore. I guess that I should ask you folks to take me off of your friends list. I just don't feel that urge to spill my guts, anymore. So much has happened in the past few weeks, and yet... when I think of all the things I have to do, in order to *update* this thing, I feel overwhelmed.

I guess what I'm saying is that I love you all and I like to read about you, but when it comes to me... I just really don't have the energy to put any effort into this thing, anymore. Perhaps, after the holidays, things might be different. I know that I tend to change as a person, dramatically, during the holiday season. I used to think about current events and ponder... how can I get this across, in my journal?

I'm not sure *how* I changed. I don't necessarily think that it is/was for the better. I feel that a lot of things I say go unnoticed. DEFINITELY NOT YOUR FAULT! -- Everyone has his or her own forte. Mine is the ability to remain absolutely vague at times, and other times... to be so absolute, that everyone I know, becomes offended. I don't blame you, in the least. I'm not a very good person. I'm not a very dedicated person, and plainly... I'm not very ritualistic.

You all have my absolute love. My thoughts, my feelings, my endeavors are with you, forever and always. In some ways, I hope that this retirement is temporary. Trust me, it has nothing to do with *who responds to what*. It has nothing to do, with you.

In some efforts, I've thought that I could revive this journal. I've tried to write journals, since I was 8 years old. I've NEVER been any good at it!

I wish that I could explain to you, how strange each and every waking moment presents itself to me. It is not without much love, that I have come to this conclusion. I am forever yours. I just can not be so much my own. I do not find myself interesting enough, to continue this endeavor.

If there was a way that I could paraphrase everything, so quickly, so dramatically... I might consider doing so. Time changes every face. Every clock. Every notion. Every fixture of the fathomable imagination. Time and rhyme... with or without... whither without, continous motion. I will thrive. My journal, on the other-hand, may not.

Thank you, to all of my friends, who showed concern for me. Who dared to share, when times were rusty. Who favored me, when all seemed lost. You are true and dear friends that I hope to never lose. Perhaps when things are cleaner, clearer and less obscure, I may rejoin you, but for now... I bid you adieu.

Until when, my confidants!

Kelly Dorsett
 
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The 1800's Meet Today   
09:15am 30/10/2005
 
mood: confused
Ever have a dream where you know that you're one of the characters in it, but the view of the show is *not* centered around your character? Let's go one step further and say that you know NONE of the characters in the dream, aside from the character which you happen to *KNOW* is you. Now, change the appearance of your character so far along that it looks absolutely nothing like you. Now, suit them with 19th Century garb and give her the title(job) of something you would certainly NEVER do, at any cost.

I was an 1800's Call-Girl. But not your average whore. I only had one client(my first client) and he fell madly in love with me. The woman who had hired me, warned me against falling in love, in return. The job wasn't to just *sleep* with the client, but to also *advise* them. I guess I don't follow advice myself, very well, because I'd ended up moving in with him.

The next scene entailed me competing logic with two other women(a battle of whits to have the gentleman's hand in marriage). It involved planting a tree in the most timely manner, without a shovel. I had won. The next competition(get this), was how to clean a car and get the toughest of grit and bugs out of the front bumper. Again, I won. The third competition, was that of magic. I did not know any, so I stayed on the side for it. However, when my partner asked that his rear-view mirror go from green, to clear, he requested one of the ladies to change the color. The lady needed specifics and he said "di-chromium oxide", the woman had hell trying to pronounce it. So, even though I may have lost that competition, I worked with her for a minute on the pronunciation. Finally, she got it. The rearview mirror hadn't fully changed, however. You could see a reflection, but only at certain angles. At that point, I applied a bit of bleach(???) to a rag, then wiped it clean.

You would think that as with the direction of the dream, that the television was on in the background. It wasn't. I really am just *that* weird.
 
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The Obsession of Now   
05:09am 29/10/2005
 
mood: annoyed
Rants Upon Human Nature - Part 1

This post is a bitch-fest. Not your common feminine bitch-fest, but one of more substantial, offensive, brutal and downright rude portrayals of society.

Enjoy

Whenever I read of a friend or a link(associate) referring incessantly to any given interest, what-so-ever, I usually make conscious note of this and begin to scan their messages, there-on-in. Namely to say that what they have to provide me information with, is purely uninteresting, not of use or seems repetitive.

Note that I hate repetition
I hate it with a passion
I really really really hate repetition
I hate repetetion
I really do hate repetition
Example of repetition that I hate: Seinfeld

Wordly Examples:

Drama - "This girl is such a bitch! She doesn't like me, because I'm humping her best friend and she cant get any, because she's ugly! - Oh, Jesus Christ. Do you not have anything more important to say than that to your friends? You might be saying "You're one to talk, Kelly, you NEVER post!" -- Well, that is a fallacy in it's own right. I do post. When I find something amusing, something revealing about me, something I find worthy of putting into print...I do it(keep in mind how many pieces I've written for books that never came to be, solely because I thought they sucked)! And no, I'm NOT going to bitch about work, just because the Camera Operator caught a typo on one of my graphics. And NO he's NOT an asshole!

Friends With Children - I just don't care, okay? I mean, if you have a *story* to tell about it(my friend jazzy, for example, always has VERY amusing tales to share about her son), I will read it. Otherwise, I zoom right on past. I don't really give a flying fuck that your child just farted for the third time today and gave everyone at school the herpes(obviously, I'm stretching here). I don't care if he caught a cold from X friend and gave it to you. Hey, that's the facts of live. All living critters effectively generate the ability to procreate illness to their own.

When I walk through the call-center and see people with pictures of their kids, in their station, it thoroughly annoys me. Why? Well, it's never just one picture. There are always a multitude of this ugly kid PLASTERED all over this cubicle and some lame sucker on the next shift has to force himself to endure gazing at(meanwhile, he rebels by posting pictures of his cats). If you're a mommy and you're proud? Great!!! Just don't shove it down everyone else's throat. You might pose the question: Kelly, are you just bitter, cuz you cant have kids? -- Well, no...not at all, I felt this way when I was 18 and didn't know any different. If you really want to know my opinion on having children, just ask! children- beasts of burdon.

Friends Who Like Sports - Sorry, I don't. I just don't read them. I don't care. I scan them for something that might have some sort of relevance to that person's life and rarely do I find it. I just wait for the next post. This is one of the more tolerable dis-interests of mine. I can deal with it.

Friends Who Post Different Languages, In Their Post - WTF? Do I have to get a translator, just to read your message? Do I have the time? Do I really care? I know 3 of 4 Japanese writing scripts. Do I post those incessantly? And if I remember correctly, the one time that I did post a "greeting", nobody responded to the message. It's not my friends that I am angered by this, it's the in-growing need for somebody to classify you as "one who otta understand, if you're really my friend". Okay, well... I understand a LOT of things, so post a joke that most people might not get. I might get that and if I don't? I'm not ASHAMED to ask. Your friends might want to get it to. Isn't this whole posting bit all about sharing with your friends, your knowledge? Your life? If you want them to understand what you say, then post a translation, below the text.

People Who Go On & On About Disney World - Okay, so I live in Florida and should be able to accept this, right? I'm sorry that I just cant understand why someone is so obsessed with a communist colony that brainwashes you into accepting minimum wage and enforces you to *be proud* that you work for Disney. It just wont happen. Let's give ya' a raise, instead of portraying Goofy, be Minnie! And don't forget folks, keep your hands IN the picture, you don't want any suits upon YOUR HANDS. No one is EVER unhappy at Disney! -- Might I mention that I visited Disney World once, when I was 7. I HATED it.

People Who Constantly Bitch About Work - Then quit. Find a new job or get over it! Whatever! Do your friends really want to hear you bitch about it, every day?

On that BITCHY note, I end this transmission

-Kelly
 
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Hirigana   
06:29pm 26/10/2005
 
mood: nerdy
It seems I've mastered one of three alphebetical symbolic representations of Japanese. Apparently, the most important, as others appear to mimic it in many ways, or are merely extensions upon.

I'm awefully damned proud of myself and I can translate all Hirigana into Romaji(roman spelling of a Japanese word), although I don't know what the Japanese word *means* as of yet.

Next is Katakana, which I'm about half-way through. I have nobody to thank, but the resources on the web. I probably never would be this far, otherwise. I think that now that I know most of the Katakana and all of the Hirigana, that it is due time, to learn more Romaji. I can translate to and from Romaji, but do not know the meaning. *laughs* -- I think that having studied what I have, will make it easier to do the rest.

I'm also posting something I created, in order to make Hiragana/Katakana *combinations*(addition of words to a simple pronunciation, to change it's pronunciation), easier. Yeah, it wont mean tripe to you folks, but I'm pretty f*ing proud of it and it's gotten cool reviews on japanese-online.com.

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Until Next Time-
shitsurei

Hehe...I said "shit"
 
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